So Much Pain Video (MV)

Does this job ever get easier
Some of it yeah
Some things never get easier
RIP to my bro cause I miss him
I put all of these drugs in my system
Now I gotta be keepin' a pistol
Sendin' shots yeah he lucky i missed em
It's so much pain you don't know that I'm goin' through
Im tryna fake a smile while I'm actin' like I'm bulletproof
I can't call you my mans if you ain't pullin' through
You say you was gon' ride, let's see what you really gonna do
I'm tryna see what you gon' do, cause girl I been wonderin' forever
You say you wanna rendezvous, well girl we could meet up wherever
Shawty gon' do what she do, but baby you ain't on my level
I'm tryna just focus on us, but it's hard to stay away from the devil
Maybe I should just put one in my temple
But I'm not tryna become another example
My homie ain't got that silencer (Shh)
Sorry I ain't got the answers
Smokin' on that finest shit, I don't give a f*ck if it givin' me cancer
That was your man but he turned to a dancer
I got that sack now I'm feelin' like Santa, pose for the cameras
Most of us never had shit, and now we all drug dealers and some of us scammers
Smokin' on za, yeah this isn't no bammer
Rollin' up gamma, call it Bruce Banner
Go ahead, lie to me bitch, I know that you done it before
Cant put my trust in a bitch, and some of my family cause friends they gon' turn to a foe
I had to go cash out a check, I walk in the bank
I had to get it and go
They told me that all of them diamonds came in pink, but I had to get it in gold
Everything glitter ain't gold
Im as lit as it goes
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I had to let this shit go
I had to let this shit go
I feel in my soul
That I don't love you no more
I can do this on my own
What do you know
I was way better alone
I can't get out of my zone
Bet on the bro
He got that veteran flow
Girl you know where this could go
You be my girl
Girl I could better your world
I remember when we would stay up on the phone
I only wanna talk to you in bed baby, if you alone
And sometimes I get real sad, I wish you had a clone
I put 160 on the dash, yeah, I gotta go
I gotta sell all this dope, yeah
RIP to my bro cause I miss him
I put all of these drugs in my system
Now I gotta be keepin' a pistol
Sendin' shots yeah he lucky i missed em
It's so much pain you don't know that I'm goin' through
Im tryna fake a smile while I'm actin' like I'm bulletproof
I can't call you my mans if you ain't pullin' through
You say you was gon' ride, let's see what you really