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Six in the morning, and I'm vibing in my space
Jumping around my room with a smile on my face
Spamming my story with pictures of me
Vibing in the room and I'm feeling so free
Thinking about my old songs
Seeing that I got it all wrong
Writing 'bout someone who wasn't me
But about a person I thought I could be
Feeling for people who didn't care
They asking for stuff but they never shared
Feelings in my heart but no way to express
How I feel inside with so many types of stress
Writing's really my only way to get it all out
Before in anger I used to yell and shout
Knowing that people gonna get me all wrong
They gonna see something that's not in the song
Using this way to speak to the public
And get to the people that love it
Not really sure what they'll see
Or even if they'll misread
Maybe I'm full of myself
Making this music to sell
Thinking I'm something more
Devaluing myself to my core
Eyes wide but my brains shut off
Seeing the world with nothing wrong
Thinking 'bout you and the words that you said
Wonder what's going on inside of your head
I decided I would smile as soon as you left
So many chances don't know where I went
I thought my sadness started when she left
But then I realized something
The only thing that's remained constant in my life is that
I don't like myself
Whenever I think of myself it's always been negatively
And when she left and found someone new
While I stayed alone, I was heartbroken
'Cause that was the moment I knew
That I was the problem
In my life, and in everyone else's
So I needed a way
To get away from it all
And express myself
And show other people
My mind
So welcome