You make it feel like it was all fake
'Cause what I feel has been starting to change
Everyone I know has started to leave
And When I try it's harder to breath
Everything's breaking just like my heart
And everything's changing you're feeling so far
Now you're gone and I'm feeling lost
Now we're done and I'm feeling crossed
Leaving home and I'm in the rain
Feeling cold all I know is pain
Losing my worth feel like I'm nothing
You know I'm worse 'cause I still feel something
Something for you but I know the truth
I was used and I know that's the truth
Hear your name while I'm breaking
You turn around to see I'm shaking
I loved you but you let me down
Wanna feel you but I don't know how
I'm not enough feel like I'm falling
Never enough don't feel like walking
If I died would you even care
Look for you but you're not even there
See you talk with your new guy
And all I can do is go and cry
I can't take it no not anymore
Walking away right out the door
Did you mean anything you said
Would you love me when I'm dead
Feel like this pain will never end
And all I know is I lost a friend
I've been getting caught in my bad habits
Never felt happy no I've been damaged
Staying up late and I can't stand
Feelings getting lost I don't understand
We ain't the same it feeling that way
But you still came and you won't go away
Now you're gone I'm feeling frozen
I'm going home I know I'm broken
My life is ending I'm stuck in a void
My hearts still wanting but I'm still annoyed
All I hear every day is just shouts
Can't see much don't wanna go out
Lately I haven't been feeling like me
And all I can do is go out and be free
You did me dirty but you won't admit
Yet you're still in my ear saying we ain't it
When you left I should've said more
Thinking about you and my hearts feeling sore
You said "I love you" guess that you lied
Maybe it's true but you could've tried
I've been feeling distant so far and faded
You're ignoring me I'm the one that's hated
I'm thinking about us and how we were wrong
So I'm up late writing all my songs
Wanted us forever but you had to go
Not gonna lie I've been feeling really low
Wanna get better but I cannot heal
Feeling depressed this is way too real