R3alspilljwill - Demons (feat. Andrea) Lyrics

Man it's been dark, like real dark, I'm just tryna find the light like
I've been dreamin' bout better days, I've been look'n for a better way
I need me some meanin', fightin' these demons
I've been dreamin' bout better days, I've been look'n for a better way
I need me some meanin', fightin' these demons
Put all my pain in a cup, watch me drink all this shit up
Waver'n on my existence, it feels like it's fiction
Prediction to need some prescriptions, life is a hard pill to swallow
That's why I hold tight to bottle like, adrenaline spillin' in
I need me some Ritalin, take it to face, I need me some space
I know heard me say I'm pushin' the pace, but right now I really need me a break
I'm tryna stay true to my Waze, I've been headed in the wrong direction
Dreamin' 'bout using my weapon but not as protection, mentally stressin'
Don't want no fake love in my section, I might just split all into pieces
Giving you all of my thesis, while pressure increases
But carbon is all that I'm made of, no wonder why I shine, when the lights dim
Light stand, no dance, wow
Grand slam, I just want to go home, E.T., n**** where is my phone
One more sip, shit I might just be gone, heavens gates await, they say
But I just really wanna catch plays, I just really wanna catch plays
Touchdown, what now
We done touched down, like what now
I've been dreamin' bout better days, I've been look'n for a better way
I need me some meanin', fightin' these demons
I've been dreamin' bout better days, I've been look'n for a better way
I need me some meanin', fightin' these demons
Into the abyss, I just might slip, That's a bad boy, pullin' off the hip
Know we down bad, the come back kid, run that s*** back, like one mo' 'gin
Desire and fire, passionate liars, lie awake plot'n on my escape
Tough as nails, n**** I can't break, divin' deeper, gotta raise the stakes
Lay'n low, can't make no mistake, I seen my fate
In your eyes, I might die, then revive, to come back alive
Writing rhymes just to pass the time, while I strategize to blow your minds
Her heads down, now she's blow'n mines, it's so divine, we're hangin' on by a life line
F*** that, swing for the fence, don't try s***, might get bent
Roll'n 'round the city, windows on tint
Windows on tint, windows on tint, windows on tint, tint
I've been dreamin' bout better days, I've been look'n for a better way
I need me some meanin', fightin' these demons
I've been dreamin' bout better days, I've been look'n for a better way
I need me some meanin', fightin' these demons