One, two
I've been running myself to the brink of exhaustion
I've been running in my tracks looking at the things I can't change
I've been staring in the mirror talking to the walls
Looking at the long list of missed missed calls
I've been feeling really crazy trying to fix myself
Need a remedy but I'm going off the rails
Running myself to the brink of exhaustion
Tired of the pills that I take to feel endorphins
Doing every little thing to help myself
But I grind my teeth till they fall right out
Swimming in circles and I'm losing my mind
Slipping through the cracks and I'm walking a fine line
Pushing myself to the limits of life
But I won't let the darkness take my light
Putting my shame in a box on the shelf
So sick and tired of not feeling well
I'm so sick and tired of looking online
At people that I'm not cause I wanna be myself
Running myself to the brink of exhaustion
Tired of the pills that I take to feel endorphins
Doing every little thing to help myself
But I grind my teeth till they fall right out
Running myself to the brink of exhaustion
Running myself to the brink of exhaustion
I'm putting my shame in a box on the shelf
So sick and tired of not being myself