quiv - aching (feat. spoder) Lyrics

I've been chasing
Immovable things that just won't budge
Crying and faking
The balance between the two are cut
My skin is aching
You're the reason for all of this blood
I need to sit down I'm shaking
Tell me why do I have to yearn for love
I'll curl into a ball
Crash my car in a wall
Book my own funeral
Baby you're my alcohol
It's like I said, what? Countless times, I wanna end this shit
I see your picture
Hear your name
Turn to a broken stitch
She wanna follow
But where will I go
Gets hard to swallow
The frog in my throat
I know I gotta say it, hope I don't choke
You're like an angel, hope you know it
Girl you glow
I've been chasing
Immovable things that just won't budge
Crying and faking
The balance between the two are cut
My skin is aching
You're the reason for all of this blood
I need to sit down I'm shaking
Tell me why do I have to yearn for love
Give me time and I'll be there
I'll give it a month until you tell me it's not fair
And to my folks I'll try my best to do you all proud
I keep my head up but my body six feet deep in the ground
Done did fold
Don't lie
Oh you get what you want (get get)
How it walk
Rest like I'm gon die
Back to my old life
Promise you I'll be fine
Left the door open
You were busy smoking
See it in your eyes
Oh I've been should've known it
Happens every time
Go find somebody that can treat you right love
I'm sorry that I couldn't be the right one
I've been chasing
Immovable things that just won't budge
Crying and faking
The balance between the two are cut
My skin is aching
You're the reason for all of this blood
I need to sit down I'm shaking
Tell me why do I have to yearn for love