Quinton Eudy - Losin' Track Lyrics

First, I woke up in my bed
And opened up my eyes
I've been feelin' lost
Now, I'm too far in my head
I've told myself some lies
Like how much does it cost (to be)
Living in a world
With so much going on
I'm just way too tired
I know I could choose myself first
But I've been losin' track
I've known I should say my peace
But I've been holdin' it back
Next, I walked into my bathroom
And looked into my mirror
Who have I become
A shell of what I'd thought I'd be
When entering my twenties
A ghost that no one knew (whose)
Dying in a world
While it keeps moving on
In chaos and on fire
I know I could choose myself first
But I've been losin' track
I've known I should say my peace
But I've been holdin' it back
Last time I felt this bad
Was hanging by a thread
My mind's been on the run
I'm feeling so afraid
The thoughts inside my brain
Are getting way too loud
Now I'm in a downwards spiral