I'm tired of flying off the handle
I'm sick of feeling like shit
I'm trying to finish off this handle
So I can numb a little bit
Give me novocaine
In a shot that I can kiss
So I won't feel the pain
When I wake up and you're to miss
Whenever I hear from you
I'm high as a kite
But I don't know if that's on you or on me
I've said goodbyes
Too many times
Wondering if I'm high
Well do you want me to lie?
I drank more than I could handle
I bit off more than I could chew
I don't know if I could handle
Flying too close and melting because of you
Icarus wouldn't back down
So look at me now
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
I've said goodbyes
Too many times
Wondering if I'm high
Well do you want me to lie?
I've made mistakes
Too big for my face to cover up
I gave away
My heart but now I'm waking up