Forever Faded Video (MV)

You went to rehab and missed my first concert
I know that it's selfish but I felt like you left me
Hope I'll never be that for my son or my daughter
I'm trying my best please be patient, speak softer
And I'll be patient with you too
So whatcha gonna do?
Dad is an addict, it's family dynamics
We're raised on bad habits, won't ask we don't say shit
This shit automatic, a little traumatic
Cause they pass it down kinda tragic I'm faded
We're miseducated and daily sedated
I'm fighting my feelings but won't ever say it
Surprised that I've made it past twenty i'm jaded
I'm forever faded, I'm forever-
I'm forever faded and I kinda don't mind
You say you can taste it but I think that you're lying
I'm not feelin' shaded inside of these lines
I heard you blacked out in the basement bathroom
You muttered words and I've tried to remember
But the crash that was so loud, was why I was down there
The rusted gold door lock on that 10th of September
Patience is a virtue
I'll hope I'll forgive you
Dad is an addict, it's family dynamics
We're raised on bad habits, won't ask we don't say shit
This shit automatic, a little traumatic
Cause they pass it down kinda tragic I'm faded
We're miseducated and daily sedated
I'm fighting my feelings but won't ever say it
Surprised that I've made it past twenty i'm jaded
I'm forever faded, I'm forever-
I'm forever faded and I kinda don't mind
You say you can taste it but I think that you're lying
I'm not feelin' shaded inside of these lines
I'm forever faded and I kinda don't mind
You say you can taste it but I think that you're lying
I'm not feelin' shaded inside of these lines
I'm fine