Game Over Video (MV)

Yeah I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna change up
I don't wanna chase em yeah
Summer birthday Imma tuck in they I stay up cuz
My feet cut up from dirty socks on concrete
At least that's what I thought at the time
Purpose is harder to find
Purchasing products of mine
Popping a bottle of wine
I put my heart on the line
All of this gossip and lying
I gotta crawl on the vine
Maybe it's all in my mind, I'm going blind
Buying joy the card declines
I find the boy he starts to rhyme
His shouts and threats don't scar the sky
I'm out of breath can't jog my mind

Game over yeah
Game over yeah
Game over yeah
Game over yeah
Game over, game over
When they look over they shoulder
Game over, game over
Just trynna stay sober

You see back then I had no hoes in my box
Just had some holes in my socks
So when we rode through the block
You know were were boasting a lot
My friends were pirates I was holding them off
Hop down the sidewalk know I wrote it in chalk
But I miss the cracks to save my mother's back we never suffered bad
But I knew the struggle when I had to do my f*cking math
I'm right on track to be an astronaut or any other path
I won't admit he kicked my ass I'm running from my brother's wrath
Our neighbor had the trampoline and the Playstation
Basement with the bass playing
One time he was on vacation
We still pulled up we fake waiting
That house was like a safe haven
I really didn't like having friends over but Dad would always make bacon, stay hating
Flag football with socks tucked into the waistband
That's H-O you really f*cking up the game man
Hey man, I caught it off the board and laid it with the same hand
Same shot from the same spot on the driveway? Damn

Game over yeah
Game over yeah
Game over yeah
Game over yeah
Game over, game over
When they look over they shoulder
Game over, game over
Just trynna stay sober

Who would have thought suburban kids were out here getting into beef
But we were arguing and fighting with the boys down the street
We thought that we were kings and they were trynna take the ring
Pops go the Airsoft give em the sting
But I wonder what that says bout how we'd turn out to be
All my friends think that I'm happy hope they hold out for me
We were playing smash I think I'm out of your league
You see we started with the Cube and then we pulled out the Wii
Like I got dibs on first player
I call Captain Falcon, magic fountain of youth
Keeping us young we were doubting the truth, I'm loud in the booth like
I don't need an ounce of fruit I'm thirsty pass the Mountain Dew
I saved up for an Xbox my father said "I'm proud of you"
Back when we were playing Halo back in the day
Before the hate and the labels before the bills on the table
Never out in the field, before we killed all our angels
Before the rain before the chains before the war before the pain
Before we knew what was happening a couple neighborhoods over
I tried to start a new life but I'm still the same loner
So game over, game over, it's just another game over
Now I don't drink I feel hungover even when I stay sober
Because they popped the bubble I was living in
We were taught obedience
They were swimming but we couldn't see the kicking
We were caught up in the premiums
We hear but we're not listening
Worshiping the cops and the vehicles they killing in
But what happens when you finally look over pickets
The reality of what you see's a little f*cking different
From your own home, so f*ck you and your garden gnomes
Keep flying your drones and pretending like you don't know, low blow
They say it's overblown but the only thing overblown is
The roses that we've grown from the bones of broken homes
And I can't hear a f*cking sound
But I can see the poison clouds
And I can tell she's reaching out
I try to doubt but the boy looked down