First job out of college
I made a bag and bought a Benz
Late nights at the office
And parties with my friends
Tequila shots and lines of cocaine
Three times a week and maybe more
Couldn't make it to the bed
I'll just sleep here on the floor
I'm at the end of my rope
I've got nothing to lose
I am giving up hope
I have nothing to prove
I surrender to the universe
I surrender to the universe
It is such a relief
(Like you wouldn't believe)
And I feel so free
(yeah, I feel so free)
I feel so free
Somehow I got promoted
They couldn't see the real me
It didn't hurt that I wore short skirts
I liked the way it made me feel
Summer weekends in the Vineyard
Winter weekends on the lifts
Trashed a room in Steamboat Springs
F*cked my boss in St. Moritz
I'm at the end of my rope
I've got nothing to lose
I am giving up hope
I have nothing to prove
I surrender to the universe
I surrender to the universe
It is such a relief
(Like you wouldn't believe)
And I feel so free
(yeah, I feel so free)
I feel so free
I was lying to my family
I was lying to myself
Late nights crying in the bathroom
My own private little hell
Percs and bennies, vikes and zombies
Three times a day and maybe more
Couldn't make it to the bed
I'll just sleep here on the floor
I got everything I wanted
And nothing that I need
A thousand dollar bathrobe
And zero self esteem
I spent my whole life pounding
Pounding on the door
Until it finally opened
But still I wanted more
(All I want is more)
I'm at the end of my rope
I've got nothing to lose
I am giving up hope
I have nothing to prove
I surrender to the universe
(It can't get any worse)
I surrender to the universe
(It can't get any worse)
It is such a relief
(Like you wouldn't believe)
And I feel so free
(yeah, I feel so free)