Days are confusing despise the nights
Sunlight that blinds or dreary clouds that hide
True feelings so frightening keep them inside
Sharing my thoughts risks being criticized
Don't care about anything real
Can't know what haunts my soul
Future holds doubt and indecision
Fear is more painful than an excision
Postponing the hurt seemed best
Never facing reality until it was forced
Each new day with dread from yesterday
World is turning faster each day in your head
Marking time is no answer no way to cope
Delaying action isn't a way to deal with reality
Just manipulation at my fingertips
Fake trust, lies flow out my lips
Your resolve is crushed, gone, into thin air
Save your complaining the world doesn't care
Take responsibility and quit the blame game
You are your own worst enemy
Path you're on just leads to hatred and shame
Time is lonely and your friends will be few
Accept your flaws that are real
Salvation from demons a struggle forever
Belief that my strength eclipses fear
Believing I can win battles and even endeavor
Days no longer confusing, nights are bliss
Feelings bring contentment to be shared
Fear no longer keeps me confined
To the depth of my soul, I now shine
Brighter than sun my hopes never dim
New heights is my daily goal
Telling my tale to save your soul