Qua'tavius dothatshit
Qua'tavius dothatshit
Qua'tavius dothatshit
Qua'tavius dothatshit
Qua'tavius dothatshit
Qua'tavius dothatshit
I been going through some things and nobody understand me
I understand the depression holding me hostage
Wastage time talking to my family
Cause they don't understand the shit that I'm going through
Getting through, the day of sin feeling the regrets
Cause I still haven't done enough to conquer my fears
Is my destiny not bright as I once foresaw
Always clueless never asking for help
I rather do it by myself cause people always for themselves
Rarely call home because I'm always on the move
Sorry momma I been dealing with some demons
Praying you not a demon, never get knocked off my pivot
Picked your poison causes your pasts will come back to hunt you
Da blunt hit like depression and felt like anxiety
Hymn sain on my family and money reality f*cking sucks but we gone all get through it
Throughout everyday ain't given always count your blessings face reality
Surreality everything cause it ain't always what it seems always thinking about the what if's
I got tired of being down and not doing shit but smoking all day
Although I want to be remembered like pac
Even got the nose ring with da waves trying be that change
Fritted so many of my problems going on in my life
It's hard to carry on but I know I will see better days the storm
Is almost clear and I can see my papa smiling in the sky so I ain't stressing
Outstretching all the pain will go away
And I wouldn't have to be so lonely just me and my eternal sleep
Getting the rest I deserve cause I been working since I graduated (2016)