P.Y. - Sequoia Lyrics

(Drop it)
Um, take seven, maybe? I don't remember anymore (Yeah, ayo)
Alright, you can, turn down the metronome a little bit, yeah
Ayo

At that weird stage where I'm too old to be a child (True)
Too young to be all grown and I always need a smile (Damn)
But everything I do doesn't seem worthwhile
Man I hate this lifestyle (Yeah, this shit might take awhile)

Man I'm vexed
I keep telling all my friends
That I don't have any friends, and even then
They don't have shit to suggest, all they ever do is defend
So I'm stressed and a mess
But I hide it; I stay silent
If I didn't keep it inside I'd be violent so I'm private but
That's probably for the best
Shit, I know I'm stressed
I keep failing all my tests

My skin like sequoia, their skin like birch
My skin like dirt; I swear it hurts
I feel like burnt
I feel like worse (No, no, no)
Sequoia, sequoia, sequoia, sequoia, se

Aye, but I smile away the pain
Let them see me like this no way
Wrong color; wrong shade
Look in the mirror; can't see my face
I see my teeth (Eyes) but that's only when I smile
Haven't done that in awhile
Why am I living, looks like I'm covered in tar
Looks like I'm hugging the stars

I get scared when things go my way
Life tends to spit in my face (Yeah, yeah)
Does anybody wanna trade?
I'm about to explode; call me grenade
(I got so many friends)
Still feel so lonely
(Talented as f*ck)
Yet nobody know me
I drown in the dark; disappear
I think it's clear; just wish my outside was clear

That's why I cry: to wash my shade away
Doesn't work but I try
This life I know is pain

1-2-3
She got skin like sequoia
Sequoia, and that's why I adore ya
(Wait, no)
You've got skin like sequoia
No wonder I adore ya