Purveyor - Admittance Lyrics

Hail this light that saves my life
This cant fail
Once again electrified
Will this open up my mind
I inhale and breath in brand new life

Breaking free from the demons that have been haunting me
Laser focus
Reformation of my sanity
Helping me push through the pain that I feel every day
And they will not give up until they see that I am awake
Face my fears no longer buried deep inside of me
Voices silent
Cannot even hear them whispering
I have bled and I have dreamt to feel myself again
Cannot succumb to darkness
Won't stop until I have beaten this

Never ending feeling of disarray
Win this war inside my head
Can't stand to feel this way
I will Mend all the pain and suffering

This is admittance
I can rebuild
This is admittance
My fate fulfilled

I will find a way to survive
I will regain control of my life
No longer haunted by the thoughts in my head
No more sleepless nights of shadows and dread

The human mind is nothing more than a constant source of energy
And energy can't be destroyed
Only reformed

Convulsions are like rhythms
I can feel it
Every cell explodes
Blood in my throat
I smell the smoke
And feel the shock from head to toe
As my mouth foams I bite my tongue until my teeth are broken
I can feel the carbon forming all around my head
As everything inside my body burns away and leaves me slowly
And I don't know how much is gone
What will be left once of this is done
My muscles clenching
Heart is racing
Slipping into darkness

When I wake up I'm still alive
But I can't open up my eyes
Limbs completely numb and paralyzed
I am trapped
Once again inside myself

This is admittance
I've been rebuilt
This is admittance
My fate fulfilled