Purity - The Coldest of Nights Lyrics

Another night spent on the floor
Awaiting for, love's arrival
Yet all I get is hope's departure
Another mirage that I'm not after

I'm giving up, my weary soul
The piercing noise, of fragile ghosts
And now the light they'd once distort
Is why I am at my own funeral

Misery come and take my soul
'Cause lonliness is the only girl that I can fall for
But even she, is not so faithful to a tattered soul
She'd take my cigarettes and drink my whiskey whole

I lost my day, to a ceiling view, I lost my day to a Déjà vu
I can't sleep
I can't grieve
And I won't breathe, I won't, I said I f*cking won't

And I'll fall, into a trance, dreaming about her hand (Touching mine)
And we'll fall into depression
And as I waste my hours attending a lie
As my chandelier starts to dim, I realize

The coldest of nights

Now I realize why I've had the coldest of nights at home
Cause for 17 years now, I have been dead and all alone