Acatftcwtioba (Maria) Video (MV)

I miss you a lot
I miss you a lot
I shouldn't have left
I wish I had thought
I wish I had loved you
I wish I had cared
I wish you were here
I wish I were there
I wish I had tried
To make things work
I wish I wasn't
Such a selfish jerk
I wish I had loved you
I wish I had cared
I wish you were here
I wish I were there

As long as we are both alive
And squishy, flawed, uncompromising
You know full well I will be
In love with you so hopelessly
And asking you to take me back
Is such a selfish load of crap
My desperate imperfect plea
Oh won't you please grow old with me?

I wish I could
Apologize
For all the hurt
And all the lies
The promises
I couldn't keep
All the times
I didn't weep
We're not who we
Were dreaming of
But now that push
Has come to slug
We've been through hell
So many times
I need to change
I need to try

As long as we are both alive
And squishy, flawed, uncompromising
You know full well I will be
In love with you so hopelessly
And asking you to take me back
Is such a selfish load of crap
My desperate imperfect plea
Oh won't you please grow old with me?

If I come home, will you please marry me?
Life without you's f*cking scaring me
Don't know how I left so readily
Who will share a twin sized bed with me?
I can fix my selfish tendencies
We'll cope with our codependency
Insecurity and jealousy
Life without you's f*cking hell to me

As long as we are both alive
And squishy, flawed, uncompromising
You know full well I will be
In love with you so hopelessly
And asking you to take me back
Is such a selfish load of crap
My desperate imperfect plea
Oh won't you please grow old with me?