Rebooting XP Video (MV)

Dont know what to do
Dont know what to think
I think the time has come pick up the debris
The wreck was months ago just look at yourself
You've been in this place before
Thought there was no way out
The pain and suffering would just not let up
Now hopefully this time your mind wont corrupt
Re booted that should do it
At least I hope
Its hard to fix my OS
Not like I run windows
But if I did
I'd have to go with XP
There's something down the road
Hop in the XB
Pull up beside it and look out and I See
A box of records, some tapes and CDs
Hope it will fit
Ill throw a fit if it don't
Covered in dust and mold
Who knows for how long
If it ruins my fit
I'll fit in some time
To throw it in the wash
I'm covered in slime
Months upon months I sat waitin in the dark
The light was there the whole time
Not like I tried that hard
Sarcasm
What? I fight each day for my life
Me v my brain like Logan Paul KSI
I think i'll make it
I just need some more time
Forgive the others
Along with yourself
We're different people now
We change with our health
The circumstances and solutions we see
Wont always be there so I try to believe
No matter what the pain or joy that it brings
Its meant for a reason
So I just maintain