Psyler - Space Boy Lyrics

I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
(Yeah)
I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
(Yeah)

Wringing out some inspiration
Waiting for these lacerations
To close inside my heart
Remembering the prose we spoke
To each other from the start
Or how it felt to be left alone in the Dark

I was looking forward to our future
But now I don't see that far
Because the darkness is closing in
And it's tearing me apart

Loneliness is all that I got
Save this hole in my chest
Where my heart used to be
Sometimes I wish that somebody
Would come and save me
But I'm doing my best to be
The one that I need
I'll be my very own everything
But lately it's getting harder to do anything
Even nothing is too much
My mind's a spiral and I'm shifting clutch
It's all I can do to keep these thoughts
From catching up

I try so hard
But it's never enough
You were all that I had
But I wasn't enough
And now I'm left with this
Brick in my gut
It's anything but
Easy to sleep
My eyes will open and shut
My thoughts will play endlessly
Like death by a thousand cuts
Because

I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
(Yeah)
I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
I'm a space boy
I'm a lonely space boy
(Yeah)

This pain's all that I got but misery is beautiful
So I'll turn it into art
And scream it loudly from the mezzanine
As it tears me apart
These are the contents of my heart