Psy:code - Deranged Lyrics

I do not have time to think
So my actions become quite irrational
I despise the outcome for all the mistakes I'm about to make
My mind is so fed up
With the creature of my imagination
It takes me to new heights
Every high and every low it kills me and leaves me wondering for days
Time
Try to reach out and take it
Life
I am losing myself so I hope I won't break it
All I can see is deception
And it's shredding a hole in me
Try to find something to hold on to
I need to find a direction
But I don't know where to go
Nothing heals right
I cannot control my illusions a wave of confusion is flushing over me
Feels like I can't breathe and every second I'm hunting new grounds
Anxiety is getting closer and even with my eyes closed I still see chaos
How can I live my life if I keep elevating my own expectations