Proxxydust - June Buggin' Lyrics

A couple years go by and I stay the same
The only change that I have is when I go insane
You can keep me in the past
But you're never safe
No you're never safe
And every movement that you make
Is in a selfish state
I was wrong to think that words
Would take the pain away
You can act like you don't care anymore
But we both know things don't change

I can hardly f*cking breathe
Tell my future family I love them
Cause I have nothing left to give
But I can give my time to see
That my friends wanna live
How hard is to care
When nobody cares about me
How hard is it to learn
That the loneliness will never define me
How hard is it to think about
How I feel when you don't feel
How long will it take
To fill that space that's empty

I know you see me cry
You're like a Pokemon trainer
With how hard you lock eyes
And I just wanna die
I wish I had a handle
So I could take control of my life