[ Featuring Lazarus the Kid ]
This way more than just finessing
I hope you learned your lesson
I thought this needed addressing
Depression mixed with confession
My dreams becoming my blessing
Five years in a row I'm guessing
That it is worth the investment
Now everything seeming golden
They tell me my life was chosen
I hope that I keep it open
You telling me you feel broken
These holy words I was spoken
Potent is my devotion
I'm overcome with emotion
I'll help you do the
I swear that I'm revitalized
Better than guys I idolized
And I don't have no time for lies
Surrounded by these lullabies
They sing along like lullabies
These purple clouds and color skies
Are metaphors for summer nights
Some are true but some are lies
They tell me I should summarize
No tongue in cheek, my tongue is tied
My old ways I'm getting back to
Those cold days with throwaways
I know that they can rap to
Yeah, I know that they can rap to
Trying to calm the storm
Like they know I'm in a tracksuit
Wanna take you back to all the moments where we had to
Hard up on my sleeve
My skin is deeper than a tattoo
But all I hear is Hachu's, blessed
I'm aiming at you
Guess I'll play the track too
I'm more than just a black dude
A long time coming and I know I'm only growing still
Looking for a moment where I know that I can show my skill
These moments you can capture
My chance of being the rapper
They tell me I'm looking dapper
I'm living life as a bachelor
But maybe getting my masters
I dreamed of being a pastor
But this will reach him way faster
Steady juggling school bills
If I don't speak it then who will
The life I've chosen is too real
You steady swallow the blue pill
The life you live in is too chill
Lift him up or the mood will
I resurrect and I soon kill
My heart is driven like two wheels
Promise it like we made it
I love the game like we dated
I made a song and replayed it
I made a song and they hated
It made me strong, never faded
I promise you I'll be right back
Went for the night
But now it's time to bring the light back
I'll be patient, yeah, I'm waiting still
Perform, never land
And I saw the way it made him feel
Tears in her eyes
Told me that this moment's way too real
Yeah, I guess this moment's way too real
This moment's way too real
This moment's way too real
This moment's way too real
