If I could, change myself
I wouldn't blame my health
If i could, change myself
Thinking if I could do better, it's now or it's never
I been feelin so lonely, I do it to myself when I ain't think of nothing else
Now I ain't crying out for help, but I need to
This pain really intervenes you, aye
I cant do it anymore, I left my feelings at the door
I gotta weak stomach for the pressure that I can't ignore, but I need to
This pain really intervenes you
I don't wanna cry no more, don't feel like suicide no more and I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna let you down, I don't wanna let you down
If I could, change myself
I wouldn't blame my health
If i could, change myself
Thinking if I could do better, it's now or it's never
I been feeling hopeless, I do it on my own
Old pictures in my phone, bringing memories of home, but I need to
This pain really intervenes you, aye
I know it's coming from the heart, but I ripped it all apart
So deep into these lies I cant remember where it start, but I need to
This pain really intervenes you
I don't wanna cry no more, don't feel like suicide no more and I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna let you down, I don't wanna let you down
If I could, change myself
I wouldn't blame my health
If i could, change myself
Thinking if I could do better, it's now or it's never
Change myself
I wouldn't blame my health
If i could, change myself
Thinking if I could do better, it's now or it's never