Everything felt possible, everything felt new
The tears streaming down my face brought healing, brought truth
I found a family, I found belonging. I found you
Like I was finally seeing in color, a new light shining through
I had you, oh
It never came down crashing or burning, it never fell apart
Just unraveled the miles and miles of string at the hem of my heart
I had my home here, I had these four strong walls, I had my ego filled
My broken cisterns just started leaking, and they drank from them still
I had you, oh
Now everything feels so impossible. Inconsistent, and false
I'm left wondering if all those years were just me talking to the wall
I lost my family, I lost belonging, the veil was torn
I lost my ego, my self-reliance, I lost my pedestal
But I found you