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Mama want me to settle down but I've got Bigger goals
Promoters tapped in on my line talm bout Bigger shows
Spent all my life trying create something Beneficial
See what I catch in this life
Musics my fishing pole

Yeah imma imma risk it all
Swear imma risk it all
So if your love gonna dissolve
Don't even get involved
But I still wanna apologize for all the pain I've caused
We ended up being some strays
For being f*cking dogs
I know I've been wild hog but I still pray to God
The only way to get even is to defeat the Odds
Seen my life through a mirage & for this I'm Playing cod
Won't let you close enough to hurt me Making waves no Rod
I feel it flowing through my veins like Anastasia shots
Plus the way this weeks been going I feel I Need some shots
I just cannot
Won't give up before taking my shot
On the north trynna make fetti almost got Me shot
Aye aye
Watch out for the opps, everyone getting Popped
Out here nobody fights no more letting the Choppers talk
At 17 over some dice they let his body rock That was Harold's old girlfriend's baby
Rest In Peace

Trynna hold on
These decisions To make are stressing me
Too caught in my head
I can't see when the lords blessing me
I'm trynna figure out
What's the move,
Need what is best for me
These dudes aren't even half as nice
They're not impressing me
I know that...
If you really really want it
You cannot hold back
Seen a lot of my favorite artists turn into Throwbacks
Don't be calling me now
I ain't trynna hang like coat rack,
Distant creates greatness
Swear I had to pause to note that

Gotta Embrace
Where I am at
AT THE MOMENT,
I told my brothers as long as they're solid
F*ck an opponent

I'm better now but I'll await your atonement
Don't say that you love me
If you ain't help me when I was hungry

Live check to check
So I won't be on the streets but sometimes Making those payments won't leave you Enough to eat
I'll let these challenges create my inner Peace
I had to jump off the porch,
I put myself in the deep,

Bosses don't talk
That's how you separate sheep
I had plenty of great friends that are Currently now deceased
Inna world
Where if god ain't close drugs are key
Sometimes It's hard to believe but Remember while I still breath

I wonder what billy was thinking when he Took his life
When Victor called me on the phone it was hard not cry
We used to freestyle in his ride
We'd kickd it every night
He left his two babies behind
Shit still breaks my mind

Shit still breaks my mind
And I'm feeling selfish contemplating about Mine
Like who the f*ck do you call when you feel Like dying
Sometimes I just feel I'm living someone Else's life

And eventually,
Know this pain will go away
I Got lost finding me

I had to realize they don't love me
They were blinding me

Haven't seen me in so long
Lord please set me free

Currently

I'm too broken at the moment
I can't even eat

Currently

I'm too loyal that's why I don't f*ck with Nobody

I'm tired of motherf*ckers saying they got
My back
Then walk away
I was gullible at first but now I don't believe It
I always tell the truth but it's about how They receive it
Don't call me up ONLY when everything is Looking easy
Jesus saved me when you f*cking left me There heart bleeding
Now everybody wants gather around like This a meeting,
I rather have loyalty lately love has been Misleading
They analyze me like a book but you're who I'm reading

Colliding with the obstacles
Show they'll never hold me down
Been doing this shit by myself
Don't Lil Bro me now
She said never loved me,
I'm still trynna figure it out,
Me & dad getting more distant
I swear I feel it now
Family been broken
I'm trippin about what isn't now
I just give too much of myself
I'm feeling winding now
I get to ahead of myself
I feel me zoning out
Truth be told I've been way lonely even for She moved out