Sad Boys and Vyvanse Video (MV)

Sad boys and Vyvanse
One leads to the other, said a wise man
I'm trapped with my demons, need a way out
So I pop some pills, time to wild out
Sad boys and Vyvanse
One leads to the other, said a wise man
I'm trapped with my demons, need a way out
So I pop some pills, time to wild out

Need to pop some pills just to have some friends around
The toxins seeping in I'm feeling like I'm gonna drown
In expectation, I'm just letting my whole family down
Body elevatin but my soul stay on the ground
Move through relationships with a heavy heart
Everyone I've ever loved has to feel the scars
Spent my college years searchin for my better part
But I always feel alone in other people's arms
Navigating through the dark space
Somber sounds just serve to intensify pain
Spend my nights thinkin, dreamin just to get away
Gotta get this out before I die and fade away
I know one day I'll die alone
Till then I'm counting on the drugs just to take me home
Counting on the binge, drinkin just to make me whole
Countin on the Vyvanse so I can reach my goals

(And I can't stop) Sad boys and Vyvanse
(Even if I wanted to) One leads to the other, said a wise man
I'm trapped with my demons, need a way out
So I pop some pills, time to wild out
(Just wanna feel numb) Sad boys and Vyvanse
(Blurred out, all afternoon) One leads to the other, said a wise man
I'm trapped with my demons, need a way out
So I pop some pills, time to wild out

Cause I know, it's so f*cking easy
To hide those feels that break me
From the dark I can't see
The monsters that eat away my feelings
Let the truth defeat me
Please don't try to help

And I can't stop
Even if I wanted to
Just wanna feel numb
Blurred out, all afternoon

Wrote this song for my friend in his darkest times
Tried to save his soul before he crossed the great divide
Tried to warn him bout the dangers of the Darkside
I tried, but

I can't stop
Can't stop