Sometimes I don't even feel like me
Nowhere near where I thought I'd be
Look at this, that don't even look like me
I'ma need proof, I'ma need ID
I'ma need proof that you like me, in orderly fashion and timely
I saw you tell mad dudes that you love them
They don't act, look, do a thing like me
Maybe I'm just young dumb and naive
Begging you please, I fall to my knees
Only my prayers witness such things
Only my layers cover my sleeves
You are no mayor, nor my supreme
You just wanna stay and ruin my dreams
It's a nightmare, I kick and I scream
You can't even tell I'm cold as ice cream
It's a nightmare, even when you right here
You should go, you ain't staying the night here
We laugh, we cry and we fight here
You break my heart cause you like dares
It's a nightmare, it can drive a boy crazy
Gotta work hard, I don't wanna look lazy
Living in a nightmare and it ain't changing
How can a nightmare feel so amazing
I ain't really wanna pop shit
Getting me hot, some hot topics
You said we could be on, but this not it
I know I'm not in the picture, cause you cropped it
I gotta admit, your bad at it, not fit
Your my love and dilemma, I must stop this
I'm a cold dude, I sell freeze for profits
I won't be the dude you gone choose, so stop it
Maybe I should sit and pack up my things
I should've saw the lack in my dreams
Yes I'm appalled, the way your acting
You're not involved at all, your slacking
I need support, I need some backing
F*ck up the role, you're bad at acting
You're on my time with back to back things
You love the money, back to stacking
It's a nightmare, even when you right here
You should go, you ain't staying the night here
We laugh, we cry and we fight here
You break my heart cause you like dares
It's a nightmare, it can drive a boy crazy
Gotta work hard, I don't wanna look lazy
Living in a nightmare and it ain't changing
How can a nightmare feel so amazing
I cry, my pillow is all wet now
I toss and turn in cold sweats now
Regret the fact that we met now
I gotta face the fact of some let down
You've been wanting it all, go flex now
I'ma sit cry, align and reflect now
Under spells, I fell for some hex now
You wanna pile up cars, I'm some wreck now
It's a nightmare, even when you right here
You should go, you ain't staying the night here
We laugh, we cry and we fight here
You break my heart cause you like dares
It's a nightmare, it can drive a boy crazy
Gotta work hard, I don't wanna look lazy
Living in a nightmare and it ain't changing
How can a nightmare feel so amazing