Prince GQ - Letter to My Unborn Child Lyrics

Aight Look
When I first got news of the addition, I was eating in the kitchen
G beside me he was listening, I was yelling you was bitching
I was looking at you different, stressed & now Im wishing
There was something I could do to convince you but u won't listen
You got ya mind made up
Said you keeping it, now I feel like you lined me up
Now I'm trapped, its a wrap, feel like my time is up
Disagreeing wit my BM lord, why'd we f*ck
Seen my dreams fade b4 my eyes
I put my trust up into something that was filled with lies
We went our separate ways, there was no goodbyes
Just goodbads, cause instead you told the realest lies
But I'm honestly & probably no angel either
When I was horny was the only time I planned to see ya
When I would smash girl you made me feel like Derek Jeter
You ride me like a track, I treat ya body like a speaker
Lust could be a toxic thing, feeling like I need ya
I know this won't work, but I'm scared if I don't keep ya
You gone be the blessing that I miss so I can't leave ya
Baby if you listening I'll let you know a secret
It was Monday, 11:55
Said that you was keeping it & go enjoy my life
I can't believe what you had typed
Called you on the phone I almost broke it tryna type
But you had nothing to say
Told me delete our pictures, honestly you done with the games
Tired of looking stupid under pics in so many ways
And you protecting all the feelings you gave so many days
I hit you on the gram but then you block me
Said you was gone run away from everything toxic
Wasn't leaving even, had to sit back & watch it
I'm only here confronting skeletons in my closet
I told you, you was fake and you ain't never loved
You make decisions by yourself cause you don't give a f*ck
Stop pretending that you care cause now I had enough
Matter fact, you don't ever have to hit me up
Now you arguing, like you never said it
Answered you in messages of course you never read it
I was too lost to figure out where you was headed
Little did I know, you had a struggle with depression
The next day you told me sorry in a question
And that your mind wasn't made on the decision
You didn't mean to be so mean while you was stressing
You told me promise u, I ask what's the question
She said promise me this time you learned your lesson
Promise me you know I do care, promise me our love was not fake
Im sorry, but that's a promise I cannot make
Choices
Tomorrows your appointment
Gotta meet the doctor & you full of disappointment
You wanna keep, I wanna destroy it
I know you're in pain
This is the hardest thing you ever had to do in your life
Did you say hello or good bye
I wish I was the one that coulda died
Cause all I see is tears in her eyes
Took the mirrors out my house because I can't stand my reflection
Now that's self reflection
Do all babies go to heaven
I pray that God accepts em
Wishing I could tell you sorry, but that jus don't do it
Wish I was a better man that never put you through it
I can't imagine how it feels to lose it
I took a life cause I was young & stupid
This is a letter to my, unborn child
You were great, know I woulda been proud
I'm sorry you wont see me around
I'd give my life, to see you right now