Pridebowl - Hostage Lyrics

I woke up in a dark room
Four walls
Hood on my head
Hands bound
I heard a voice say
Don't be afraid
You can come with me for eternity
Hesitantly
I went reluctantly
But to my surprise
I found sanctity
You tried to misguide
And terrorize
Helpless I feel down
I'm so confused
I'm not giving away
Any words today
I'm not playing your games
Especially today
I can smell the musty odor of this hell
My dignity wanes in the fear I've bestowed
You tried to visualize and epitomize
Where insanity predicts that I'll succumb
I woke up outside on a dusty bench
Sun in my eyes and my jaw was clenched
What was I thinking
Or was I dreaming?
Apparently a hostage of my own reality
I might seem tired, weak and feeble
I'm stronger than most other people
Like sharks in a sea
A hostage of my own reality
You can try to break my every bone
Dig a four foot hole and cast your stones
But I'm not weak
I'm a hostage of my own reality
Force me to hand dig my own grave
Torture me and light me ablaze
Don't judge me
I'm a hostage of my own reality
You thought it a prerequisite
But your evilness is testament
And now you're a hostage of your own reality
I'm not giving away
Any words today
You can hold me hostage if you want
But I've got nothing to say
No I've got nothing to say
I'm not playing your games
Especially today
You can hold me hostage if you want
But I've got nothing to say
No I've got nothing to say