pressure don't kill. - Good People (feat. Rilla, linus.) Lyrics

I'm so good at letting good people down, good people down
When they say they care about me I don't even hear a sound
When I look inside the mirror I feel like I'm blacking out, I'm falling now
Nobody ever caught me yet before I've fallen down
That's cause I'm so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down
Yeah, I'm so good at letting good people down

I been on my way, stumble through the night
I don't think you f*ckin' even mean a word you typed
I need to clear my vision like a bedside light
Chatlog full of brash thoughts ain't no rationale
I just killed half a bottle of vodka now I'm acting out
F*ck you bitch, I know you looking at them other guys
Why the f*ck I ain't deserving of your puppy eyes
I'm actin' out inside my fit of rage
But I'm a dog I go neurotic when I'm in a cage
In a state, mind racing like the interstate
Where I feel like every other f*cking human's eating off my plate
My dinner plate, no dinner dates
You dumped my ass hard at the party, baby how much strength it take
I can't tell the difference between what is real or not
It blends together inside my mind like a melting pot
I cannot feel my feet, I only fear my thoughts
I believe nobody cares if I die or not
You a good girl bitch but you ain't acting like it
Actin' like a bitch made me starve fron your pain
And I feel the same way that I always did now
Always so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down

I'm so good at letting good people down, good people down
When they say they care about me I don't even hear a sound
When I look inside the mirror I feel like I'm blacking out, I'm falling now
Nobody ever caught me yet before I've fallen down
That's cause I'm so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down
I'm so good at letting good people down
Yeah, I'm so good at letting good people down

Runnin' back to you, please wait
I know that I made a mistake
I got these cuts on my hands
My knuckles felt like they gonna break
I know I'm way too nice to you, I can't be a douchebag like you told me to
I can't validate your pain like you want me to, and I'm sorry that that shit made me Uncomfortable
Hold up what, the f*ck, I'm supposed, to do
You push, me back, I run, to you
And every step I'm taking-losing myself I feel like breaking
Breaking down my gas I'm taking-taking my time to f*cking fake it
F*ckin fakin' that I'm fine, Faking I'm not yours
I know that you ain't mine, My blood drip on the floor
What the f*ck is wrong with me I'm sick up in the head
I cut myself with every letter of the word you said