PradaJay - My Truth Lyrics

I got too much on my mind
I finally get the chance to ... put my shit down on a track
Thought y'all would feel what I've been going through
Just listen to the words I say
I think it's time I write my truth
Too many demons I've been fighting
In my thoughts I feel abandoned
I couldn't find my purpose
Looking out the window trying to find it
Is it somewhere out there stranded
My time is ticking and I wish I could rewind it, damn
Too many moments I've been missing
I gotta take advantage of the system and the way that they designed it
I got to make em see my vision
The only way to ease my thoughts is pick a pencil up and then just write it
Remember sitting in the kitchen
Got connected with the pack, I found a plug and built a wire
Nigga
Now I'm trying to make a business
Heart so damn cold, touch the mic the ONLY thing I spit is fire
Ima need some recognition
I don't know if it's my flow they hating on or just the way that I'm desired
They never taking my position
When I hop up in the booth, don't forget that I said it
Spit all my pain when I jot every sentence
People tell me that I'm different
I just live the life of a menace, I call up Rico watch how shit gon' get hectic
Now I go to switch it up, for you f*ck niggas
Remember I was down I never asked you for a buck nigga
Don't talk that dissing shit, bitch you know it's up nigga
Popping out the cut and watch how fast I'll leave him stuck nigga
F*ck up out my face
Please tell these niggas don't get next to me
Don't want to see the type of shit we do to enemies
Seen my niggas switching, it hurt but it ain't mean shit to me
If we meant to ride I never got to question anything
The code is ride or die and never switch up
If I ever slip I know how fast this shit can switch up
I'm Freddie on the beat the way I came and ripped this shit up
Sit down and take a sip of all the shit a nigga whipped up
I'm trying to make them understand, the cost you pay to get ahead of them
It ain't the paper that you stacking
Or the heat you niggas packing
It's your knowledge keeping you from ever letting up
So I'll be damned if I let a nigga come mess it up
Okay ... hold on hold on
It's still some shit I got to say you feel me
Give me a second, check this out
Just for a fair chance, I would use some caution while approaching me
(Talk yo shit, go ahead)
When I was down how come it took so long for these bitches to notice me
(I'm blowing up now)
Now, these bitches know my name and soon enough I'll be the one they pay to go and see
(Fasho)
It ain't the money or the power
It's the fact I made a way to get the loot and let nobody take control of me
Because in the end it ain't no hoe in me
I took a route that I ain't understand, now I'm out here trying to live it
I'm just trying to make my ends meet
If I give up I'll be a fool because I'm gifted, just got to stay committed
Can't let the struggle be the f*cking end of me
If God is here to be my only witness
I pray and seek forgiveness
I can't ignore the signs this man is sending me
Until they recognize my true intentions, I'll live on to breed my image
You gon' see the nigga I turn out to be
Talk yo shit
It's that 317 NAPTOWN vibes
Here f*cking with Ron at the stu ... PRADAJAY