Let me explain
All this money obtained
Thoughts of a perfect picture
That sit without frame
Dream and a dollar
Cause I want fortune and fame
Puttin smoke on the water
For tryna drown out a flame
Tell me who do I blame nigga
For all of my shame nigga
F*ck it I can't contain it
No I ain't the same nigga
Shattered reflection
Real as the niggas that came with ya
When juice start to change pitchers
Oh that's when the pain hits ya
Hoping to win
Feel like I'm destined to lose
For diamond on chain
All of my dawgs running loose
Depression is setting in
I can't f*ck with the news
All this hate
I can't hang around
While you tighten the noose
Tryna die as a legend
Hope I don't live to regret it
Cost just to be the boss
Give a nigga some credit
A rose through the crevice
Know you heard it a thousand times
Say it a thousand more
Just so you don't forget it
All the things that I never say
The shit that I'll never do
No
I got no time to wait
I got too much to f*cking prove
I know what I'm supposed to be
It's strangers that's proud of me
It's people that's closest
That always seem to show doubt in me
Abusing this love
I need it now more than ever
Blowing this money
I got it more now than ever
I need a different drug
It don't matter whichever
Tryna balance the pressure
It's getting harder to measure
Seeing stars in my optics
I'm running lower on options
I gotta learn how to make it
I gotta get this shit poppin
I gotta find motivation
And know that no one can stop it
Gotta climb up the mountain
And know that no one can top it
How the vision get toxic
You start to chase
Till you nauseous
Dreams and reality
Got me talking to Loch Ness
I mean I'm locked in
I'm locked in
I'm getting high in the cockpit
You don't f*ck with ya boy
You better off with suboxone
Writing bars feeling boxed in
Switch the form when I'm boxing
Ego straight to the head
These niggas sniffing naproxen
While y'all playing o'possum
I'm getting sicker more often
Every word that I'm coughing
I hope they write on my coffin
That's made of porcelain
Yes lord
Oh yes lord
Thinking
What the f*ck was it for
The more I rise
The more in danger I fall
Head to the sky
With my knees to the floor
Oh yes lord
I could do this shit forever nigga
Watch me do this for forever
I could do this shit forever nigga
Bitch it's music for forever
GOD
This is blasphemy
If you ever talk back to me
Know the ones that fronted
Because they keeping they back to me
Shit is getting bad for me
Look ahead
Don't come back for me
Product of the hood
Think that I'm it's greatest masterpiece
But I can't be complacent
Can't plateau
I gotta find a higher placement
Can't run from my truth
Gotta embrace it
I can't complicate the basics
Forever nigga
I could do this shit forever nigga
Watch me do this for forever
I could do this shit forever nigga
Bitch it's music for forever
Yea
I could do this shit forever nigga
Watch me do this for forever
Bitch it's music for forever
GOD nigga
That music lives forever
Yea