P&Q - Prelude Lyrics

Grabbing the paper gripping the pen
Liking the lyrics but I'm not your friend
Probably won't listen up to the end
But I do not like you so don't you pretend
Look at you now, writing your thoughts
Shut up! Your lies got me twisted in knots
Don't yell at me you're the one lying to God
But the last time we talked you were trapped in a box
Stop that talking like you're all high and mighty
Fighting off a shadow that's stuck to your Nike's
You don't even want to take the time sit and worship
You're worthless your temples not a fortress now look at me and focus
No I don't want to
Look what you put me through making me sit with the thought of my sin
Taking me down to horrible places that I
Swore I wouldn't return to
Oh but you keep on taking round trips look at your passport and see how the ink drips
Oh my God I feel sick
Yes I know
Ripe for the pick
Jesus please why can't you hear me
I hate where I am and the light is retreating
I can't hear the voices of angels because they're all covered with
Darkness
The people are screaming
Agony isn't it lovely aroma of troubling texture of stumbling
Sound of continuous failing
Look at you sitting and crying oh and now you're pacing
Definitely gonna mark you down for that one
Saying no one is in action
But you're sitting down writing about how I'm the bad one
Covered up your mirror can't stand your reflection
Now you're tryna move on to another topic
But I'm not a person who can take off when you wish him to
Got to understand that I'm always with you
I've seen the things you can't undo
But I thought I was forgiven?
Bruh do you hear what you're sayin?
Yes and now I'm gonna fight back because you can't keep me from standing
Pushing you back this is Tyson and Mac
Knocking you back with the faith of a pack
Talking about bringing me down
I'll show you how I've been bought by the Son of God
You've made me fall for the last time
As I sit and rhyme
This moments mine
Clock in my heart it's my time
Jump in the ocean it's high tide
Talking with the rhetoric that isn't even dialect the motive
That I'm using is abusing what's consuming and then
Turn it to a testimony of self fulfilling prophecy
Its nothing but hypocrisy it's nothing but hypocrisy
Repeating myself
I need some help
Repeating myself
Can anyone tell
I keep on pushing back my sins but I end up repeating myself
Of course you do look how weak you are
I️ told you to shut up
Yeah but honestly you're not walking too far
I️ would if you would just leave me alone
But you're the one coming to me I'm not the desperate one
Okay you are done I'm putting you back in the box and then locking the lid when it shuts
That's better now I can finally sit and write this song
I️ don't need him I'm sick of being his pawn
Almost complete with the bars it's the breaking of dawn
Man he wasn't so strong what was I️ worried about
Can I️ just talk
No No stop with the lies
What could you possibly say I will not sympathize
Well for one you need to stop looking at me as if I️ am somebody different
And understand that I️'m your reflection
No you're not you're just a horrible person
Bro you're talking to yourself just the darker version
Stop I'm not listening
Oh but I️'m feeling the truth in you fizzling you understand
That I am merely just a clone of choices that you make on a daily
I know I've made mistakes but my hearts in a different place
That's why you and I have a different face
Aw come on don't give me that now you're talking crap trying to come up fast
With your raps but you know that I won't give up until you're crawling back
No I won't let you pull me through this noose that I tied myself now
I'm loose from this ruse and your abuse like a battered spouse
I won't squeal like a mouse this is my house
Now you just sound like another sad lyricist
Let me assist I insist that you take this cyst of sins and put it in your set list
What so that you can take my sins and turn a profit for your selfishness
Just face it you failed your objective
I know that I won't be accepted to some but it's few that I'm taking directive
So what it's not like they'll understand
They will focus only on your defects and that's more than enough to regret this
I'll show you myself I'm the one with incentive
I feel this music with all of my senses
And I have my God who existed in all of the tenses
I don't hold myself back for those who are sensitive
This is the truth and I didn't come for acceptance
Y'all should know that I am not like anyone that's in the system
I'm different in sound, lyrics, and presence
Better grab your magnifying glass or bigger lens
'Cause now you are about to see things from my perspective