Woke up again today from a dream where you'd left me
Knew it wasn't real, but felt it in my body
Chest tight, lips dry, with a pounding in my head
Perceived space between us growing as I'm lying in the bed
The thought infiltrates my brain that you don't want me any more
A visceral dread, never experienced before
But what would I do if it turned out to be true
Beg, barter, lie and cry, do all I could do
Say anything I could to stop you from leaving
But I'm lying here mute, overwhelmed by these feelings
The perceived space is crushing, still confined to the bed
Love you forever, meant what I said
The panic is rising and I find myself crying
Hysterically, there's no way to stop and I'm trying
The nausea engulfs me and my vision's unclear
But I can still see your face, f*cked up with fear
And you say you're concerned, and that I'm your world
But I still know you're going to leave