Post-humanist Divinity - I Falling (Introductory Speech) Lyrics

During the past four years I had been suffering from my own thoughts
I went through moments in which life didn't seem to be worth enough
To stand all the distress and the awful ideas
Therefore I decided to make something that gave value to all the difficulties before my death
I've described here the five phases
I had to live to understand why life gets so hard from time to time
And that way make it to this point
Now I feel pretty renewed at the beginning this was only for me
However if someone finds these musical pieces and feels relief
Then my job was done and I've walked through the right path
So please let yourself fall
Purple nails
Rotten from digging
And all the ground
Around the blood adorns
The hairs fall
Dark is the thought
The orgasm of death
It tasted like pain
Those distant screams
Venerating despair
Come back and back
Humiliation returns
With dirty hands
Hunted by that smell
Reddish and dead
The remains of disease
Swooned by
Serenity
Here on the dirt
Romanticizing the abyss
Those distant screams
Venerating despair
Come back and back
Humiliation returns
Descending to the darkest and most painful pit I found the answers that might have got me killed
Those distant screams
Venerating despair
Come back and back
Humiliation returns
(The orgasm of death
It tasted like pain
Reddish and dead
The remains of disease)