PORTALS - Cold Lyrics

What is this infatuation I have with the dark?
I shun away from the light
And turn my back on the warmth

Leave me
Save yourself

I'll drag this world into the black
Cold winds always blow
Covered in frigid snow
My world is bleak, in black and white
But that's just the way it goes

Can't you feel it?
Cold
Just embrace it
Cold

Serenity In my mind
I just long to be empty and alone
Numb and cold
I've convinced myself that this is what I want
A life of isolation just me and my thoughts
Why do I
I just feel
I lay in solitude and carve the world out
Maybe I just feel closer to death

So here
So here we go again
Talk me
Down up off the ledge
Always
Always slipping
Back to the broken man that I am
So here
So here we go
Talk me
Down (up) off the ledge

Sometimes I miss the nights walking home
Empty and alone