Pop Alma - A Cry for Help (My Suicide Note) Lyrics

I'm talking to the walls
Stuck in this crystal ball
I'd be lying if I said I'm not crazy
Oh here I go again
These voices in my head
Screaming at me left and right; stab the needle in the baby
Why can't I end it all?
Mix pills with bubblegum
Eat it up and mask my sins
Forgetting where my mind has been
Can't you see? Can't you hear what I've been preaching
Can't you see? Don't you hear? Tonight I'm leaving you
Oh I'm begging you please save me from myself
Save me from my accord
I don't trust myself when no ones around
With that being said
Oh I'm begging you
Just hold me in your arms
Never let me go or I won't the find silver lining
I'll find shelter with my sorrows
Or the cuts that I have made
These walls, they're closing in
Boost my adrenaline
I've got this funny feeling my world's about to cave in
I'm here with nothing left
Inhaling my last breath
Let's hope this final hit will do the trick
Why can't I end it all?
Mix pills with bubblegum
Eat it up and mask my sins
Forgetting where my mind has been
Can't you see? Can't you hear what I've been preaching?
Can't you see? In case you didn't hear, I'm f*cking leaving
Save me!