Overthinking Video (MV)

He always walks the crowded halls
And is blinded by this light
A girl who keeps her head down low
And never shows her eyes
He always walks the crowded halls
And is blinded by this light
A girl who keeps her head down low
And never shows her eyes
This songs been done before
Its not what I do it for
I've been doing more
Saving snores
Catching Z's
And trying to store them all up
But it won't amount on my time spent
On a stupid album or a project
Nobody's heard of yet
And it
Frustrates me to death to think I'd
Never make it
Not attracted to the paper
I'm Attracted to the emotion
The engine behind the locomotive
That keeps me going
All I know that
If I do this
Its a do or don't- will or won't
Theres no in between a barbed wire fence
See its all or nothing so it's time to jump
Look
First off I'ma start it like this
Im half way down to Jersey to record this
I'm moving and I left her behind
I did everything
I'm sorry
I tried
Would have never left my best friend crying
Now Im to late
Never in my life have I felt this way
Maybe hormones and shit?
Maybe I love you and I don't know how to tell you it
Tell you this
You mean the world to me
Ima be so lost without you
Like a lost dog nobody knows what he's been through
Ima jot it all down with this pencil
When I make it big a few years from now
Tell you my story and making you proud
Screaming out from this crowd
Now I'm on stage
Singing aloud it'll be absolutely amazing
Step back like "Wow"
Never thought I could do this now
Everybody told me get a normal job
F*ck that Ima make my own route
Make my own path now
You didn't believe in me
Nobody ever did
Thats why Im producing myself
My own kind of music
No Boos included
Just her, thats the motivation Im using
Im being honest I've been to the bottom
I've seen what can hurt me I know I've got problems
I know without her theres no way I can stop them
It keeps getting heavier
Feels like I'm drowning
Till one day I'll Make it
Till then I'll be patient
Im 18 so 18 more years will take me
Till death do me part I know i brought heart
Don't tell me I'll Never be famous
He always walks the crowded halls
And is blinded by this light
A girl who keeps her head down low
And never shows her eyes
What's the point of living in fear
What's the point of falling in love?
What's the point of making it big
Living the life but being alone
What's the point of getting those likes
What's the point of getting attention
What's the point of making connections
Just sink into a depression
What is the point of all of it
I wanna feel something
I wanna mean something
But I can't accept it
All of my insecurities make me obsessive
I can't express it
All of my little thoughts
And my little songs
Will never be enough
To make it to the charts
And I think a lot
But maybe
I need to drink it off
And I've been thinking lately
I think I think to much
And I hate it when midnight comes
All of my friends do drugs
Their medicine keeps them up
I don't wanna feel that rush
I just want to know I'm enough
I just want to know I'm loved
You say you want to change but never plan on getting better
You say you love the rain but then you ask for an umbrella
You say you love to dance but disappear like Cinderella
So when you say you love me I know you don't mean for forever
You say you love the rain but then you ask for an umbrella
You say you want to change but never plan on getting better
You say you love to dance but disappear like Cinderella
So when you say you love me I know you don't mean for forever no
He always walks the crowded halls
And is blinded by this light
A girl who keeps her head down low
And never shows her eyes