Poet - Hateful Lyrics

These roses are red from the violence I shed-
-A blue violet or two for your tomb stone
They threw lies in my face but I caught me a case
I came out the womb with a fuse blown
Villainous ways ; I go back to them days
Thinking about all the wrong that I have done
I started off good; now I'm stuck in this maze
I heard some moves you make just cannot be undone
I like to get high and set fires to skies
I soar through the night and get lost in the plot
Was born seeking truth but I'm blinded by lies
It's like deep down inside I am starting to rot
I break everything that I claim to have loved
I'm to blame for the scar of those I wish to heal
I took all of my greatness and threw it away
Just so that I could get a taste of how it would feel
This power: It's filling with head delusions
I hear whispers that say "everything is okay "
I stare in the mirror and look for conclusions
I call out for god but it's too late to pray
The full moon is calling so let me quit stalling
I don't have much time to go dig you a hole
I've told you to much I don't trust you to hush
I'm gone make sure you that cannot go tell a soul that these-
-Roses are red from the violence I shed-
-A blue violet or two for your tomb stone
They threw lies in my face but I caught me a case
I came out the womb with a fuse blown
Villainous ways ; I go back to them days
Asking myself: what do I still regret?
Wishing that I had heavier shoes for
When I put my foot down on you niggas necks
I write spells in my book; straight hell if you look.
I turn day into night ; I make wrong feel so right
My demons fall in-line ; I don't condone mutiny
Howling at the moon ; I suffer from of lunacy
Pray for the better cause I brought worst with me
Cry me a river ; I sip from it thirstily
She asked for my heart but I have nothing left..
There is no more love I got hate for myself