Plumb - Chaotic Resolve Album Lyrics

When you look at me I start to blush
And all that I can see is you and us
Well, baby, I'm so free to be in love
With you, with you

I wanna be in love with only you
I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue
I wanna know the kiss that's always new
I wanna be in love with only you
Just you

The stars will fall and dark will light the way
We'll hit the ground and fall into the shade
I'll light the night with fire and run away
With you, with you

I wanna be in love with only you
I wanna watch the sky turn gray and blue
I wanna know the kiss that's always new
I wanna be in love with only you

I wanna be in love with you
I wanna be in love
I wanna be in love
I wanna be in love with you
I wanna be in love
I wanna be in love
I wanna be in love with you

I wanna be in love with only you
I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue
I wanna know the kiss that's always new
I wanna be in love with only you
Just you, yeah

Just you, yeah
Just you

I woke up late, guess I'm never really early
I hesitate, only to fail
I get so tired of procrastinating
I need a change

I can't do this, I can't do this
I can't do this by myself
I can't do this, I can't do this
Oh, God, I need Your help

I'm standing still, moved so peaceful
I can't pretend that I'm fine
I get so ill, crazy, agitated
When I'm not really dying

I can't do this, I can't do this
I can't do this by myself
I can't do this, I can't do this
Oh, God, I need Your help

Press into me
(Press into me)
Breathe the air
(Breathe the air)
Bask in me
(Bask in me)
You'll be free
To do anything

I can't do this, I can't do this
I can't do this by myself
I can't do this, I can't do this
Oh, God, I need Your help

I can't do this, I can't do this
I can't do this by myself
I can't do this, I can't do this
Oh, God, I need Your help

You ran around inside my head
When you passed out, I felt dead
And I realized you make me live
And when my world starts to cave in, you jump inside and take my hand
No matter where, you are there
Will I ever see, what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well I will never be the same and when they see
that you and I were meant to be they'll just believe why we
are together
You are my light, you are my star, you are my sunshine and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
A real life fairytale
I thought that I would be alone
You caught my eye and I was home
And I realized that this was love
I see the world through different eyes
I look at you by my side
No matter where, you're always there
Will I ever see what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well I will never be the same and when they see
that you and I were meant to be they'll just believe why we
are together
You are my light, you are my star
You are my sunshine and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
Dream with me, make me believe that this is a real life fairytale!
You are my light, you are my star
You are my sunshine, and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about!
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
A real life fairytale
A real life fairtytale
A real life fairytale

You live inside a dream
Everything taste so sweet
As long as it agrees with how you feel
Your dancing in your sleep
To all the eyes that look at me
Are working your anxieties

Your so afraid
So you try to break me

I don't want to care and I don't want to hate
And I don't want to see you fall to far away
All because of fear 'cause when your afraid
You lash out at me and you say all the things
That you never meant to say and try to break me

But in the end what leaves you broken
II the end it makes you better

Your face it looks so green
When the sun is shining differently
And your standing in the shade
'Cause face to face your so sweet
Like candy sticking to my teeth
But underneath so damaging

There's no strength in trying to break me

I don't want to care and I don't want to hate
And I don't want to see you fall to far away
All because of fear 'cause when your afraid
You lash out at me and you say all the things
That you never meant to say and try to break me

But in the end what leaves you broken
In the end it makes you better

She breathes in
She breathes out
She wakes up
and lays down
She can hardly speak
and so she screams

I won't give again
because she takes so often

[chorus]
Nothing I say will wash it away
I'm standing in the pouring rain
You say it won't happen again
You're manic, manic
There is a chemical in your brain
It's pouring sunshine and rage
You can never know what to expect
You're manic, manic

She loves you
and hates you
You break down
She feels good
She will bleed from insecurity

When will she heal from this
I love her still

[chorus]

She's got everything you want
She's every little thing you're not, yeah

[chorus x2]

I'm not a stranger, no, I am yours
With crippled anger and tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged with misery
And when our eyes meet I know you'll see

I do not wanna be afraid
I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists, I find it when I am cut

I may seem crazy or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye

I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic
That makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not wanna be afraid
I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists, I find it when I am cut
Pain, I am not alone, I am not alone

Not a stranger, no, I am yours
With crippled anger
Tears that still drip sore

But I do not wanna be afraid
I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists, I found it when I was cut

I've been carrying this old luggage
And I'ts been really bugging me
So when you called to see me
I couldn't believe it
Could it really be?

You need to feel forgiveness
I need to feel resentment
Running down the drain
This bruising chain I've carried
Is the pain that I am marrying today

[Chorus]
Now I can breath
And I feel grace brush over me
It pours through my skin
And lets you in
And we are free
Now I can breath
And I feel grace brush over me
It runs through my vains
And what I taste is bitter sweet

The clock is always ticking
Bitterness grows by the minute
Why can't we realize
The wounds that we're inflicting
On our own flesh it isn't healing
By keeping love inside (Yeah)

[Chorus]

Now I can breath
And I feel grace brush over me
It pours through my skin
And lets you in
And we are free
Now I can breath
And I feel grace brush over me
It runs through my vains
And what I taste is bitter sweet
Bitter sweet

I was frozen in a fragile world
Of make believe and empty lies
Dressed in the rules of a virtuos game
Captured by the thought of fear and loneliness
Afraid to cry suffocated for trying to scream
And I want out now to find myself
Cause perfect only makes you crazy
There is no way that it can save me
I'm sick of feelin like a traitor
Is this the price for good behavior
Oh my naked skin feels the warmth of the sun
And my eyes are opened to the brightness of light
Driven by a force so free to live this life
Noy paralyzed but with reckless abandon
So now I can breathe I wanted out to find myself

I don't do this don't do that and you'll be
Oh so perfect II perfect, perfect

I can dance here next to everybody
but I want to dance with you

I'm not sophisitcated
I'm not your average girl
I don't like to wear makeup
I like my matted curls

Do I make you feel unstable
Do I put you in a whirl
Cause I do not fit your idea
Of a beautiful girl

yeah, yeah, yeah...

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I can jump next to anybody
Let me jump right next to you
Cause I can dance here next to everybody
But I want to dance with you

You're so illumicnted
You're heat could melt the world
You're so wrapped up in plastoc
You nip and tuck and twirl

Do I make you feel uneasy
Do I break your stupid rule
Cause I do not fit your idea
of a beautiful girl

yeah, yeah, yeah...

[chorus x2]

We're all different
We're all strange
Who really cares
Lets just keep dancing

[chorus x2]

Well naked I showed up here
With nothing to my name
Pure & crazy, blameless
Baby I"m ashamed

And naked I will leave here
With nothing left to say
My pockets full of empty
And now I'm not to blame

I have nothing (I don't want it)
I have nothing (I don't need it)
I have nothing (You can have it)
I have nothing, nothing, nothing

Well catch me when I'm falling
Into strange, elusive state
And kick me when I'm stingy
Take everything away

'Cause yesterday is gone now
And tomorrow isn't sure
Today is all I'm giving
And what I have is yours

'Cause I have nothing (I don't want it)
I have nothing (I don't need it)
I have nothing (You can have it)
I have nothing, nothing, nothing

Oh why do I put so much time
In things I leave behind
That were never mine?

Oh why?
Oh why?
Oh why?
Oh why?

I have nothing (I don't want it)
I have nothing (I don't need it)
I have nothing (You can have it)
I have nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing

You remind me of a cigarette
You burn up slowly and then go out like that
You make it harder for me to breathe
You make my head hurt you make my skin stink

So why don't you leave me alone
Or say you were wrong

'Cause I don't wanna hide
I need the tears inside to dry
I want more than just to try and love you
Jekyll and Hyde

Well it's not easy for me to be
Somebody different somebody else but me
But you're the actor the extraordinaire
You make it look like I am the crazy one here

I am willing to forgive
Are you willing to take ownership
Cause I am so willing to forgive
We're only given one chance to live

Oh I feel so tired
I cannot hardly keep open
My eyes
My thoughts are scattered
and I cannot say a word
and I can't seen to remember
anything I've learned

Well do you have some of those days
When you can't be who you wanna be
When you just need to close your eyes
Pull the covers up so high and drift away
and sleep so soundly
and dream profoundly
Cast all your cares on the
Only thing that you really need
and sleep so soundly

Now I feel so light
My sense of movement's slowed
and somehow my tongue's tied
My thoughts are shattered
and they're making stars in the sky
and I've never felt so speechless
in my life

Well do you have some of those days
When you just need, you just need to be
When you just need to shut your mouth
Close your eyes breathe in and out and
Drift away
Sleep so soundly
and dream, just dream profoundly
Sleep