Please... Stand By - Invisible Wounds Lyrics

You pretended to be the victim
Acting so coy and so helpless
A plan so sick and f*cking twisted
Your relentless attempts becoming desperate
You molested my mind, you made me believe
That all of the blame was thrown onto me
You wasted all my time with blatant lies and deceit
In retrospect, how could I not see
Blindfolded by what little good I saw in you
Never again will I allow myself to play the fool
Psychological trauma caused by years of abuse
A golden heart beaten black and blue
Manipulative drama; tie my f*cking noose
I refuse to be your goddamn muse
I refuse
I refuse
I can't
Go on this way, I don't feel okay
I can't
Go on this way, I don't feel okay
It doesn't matter that you left me through my self-decay
But the cold and hurt will burn; you always f*cking get away
I can't
Go on this way, I don't feel okay
I can't
It's time to stop living in fairy tales and fables
What's left of my heart is held together by staples
I can't give you anything when I have nothing left to give
My soul has become an endless black abyss
I can't
Go on this way, I don't feel okay
I can't
Go on this way, I don't feel okay
It doesn't matter that you left me through my self-decay
But the cold and hurt will burn; you always f*cking get away
I can't
Go on this way, I don't feel okay
It doesn't matter that you left me through my self-decay
But the cold and hurt will burn; you always f*cking get away
These scars you left me with will never fade
They bleed into who I am becoming today
Internally bleeding beneath the surface
I will forever be a completely different person