Reprisal Video (MV)

When you look into my eyes know I'm okay just couldn't stop myself from crying
Running out of time
I know my friends want me alive
But I'm afraid it's all a lie
Just got the license to the truck let's take a ride
Volume on 99
Listen to songs that fuel my pride
Even though I know it ain't right
Your pictures' still in my phone should delete 'em I know
I'm fit good into my zone so it's hard to let go
The memorabilia I keep 'round cause it's familiar
I should probably burn it all down I know
Why the sudden change and shift?
I been workin' every shift
Smile in public 'til I leave the function then I run to my car and start clutchin' the shift
Hide from my friends cause I know they won't get it
Even if I said I know they'd forget it
Left a girl on read I wasn't feelin'
Then turn around and say hey like nobody's business
I been crying
Running out of time
I know my friends want me alive
But I'm afraid it's all a lie
Just got the license to the truck let's take a ride
Volume on 99
Listen to songs that fuel my pride
Even though I know it ain't right
Go through the motions
Forget my emotions
And do what it takes tryna set it on fire
I got devotion
My tears would probably make a new ocean I hope it don't wash me away
I used to dream about being with you
Now I'm stuck in my room saying why?