I'll be the first to tell you
That I've got nothing to do
I'll be the first to tell you
That I'm busy that afternoon
But I've got a lot on my mind
No it's no excuse
But I've got a lot in my mind
And it's telling me what to do
So sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
Cuz I've got a mind that's full of anxiety
That's telling me to stay away from you
I'll be the first to text you
Cuz I think I'm doing fine
But when you decide to text me back
That's when I lose my mind
Cuz every message you send me
I have to think of a reply
It's easier just to leave it
And try to get by
So sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
Cuz I've got a chest that's tight with anxiety
And I can't breath if I think of you
After I think for too long
I can't respond to you
I'm stuck inside of my head now
I don't know what to do
I want to be straight forward
But just end up ghosting you
I don't want you to hate me
But I think I hate me too
So sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
Cuz I've got a heart that's stopped with anxiety
That's telling that you hate me too
I wish I didn't do this either
I wish I could just get over it
I wish I didn't do this either
I wish I could just get over it
Just get over it
Just get over it
Just get over it...Too
So sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
I've got a mind that's full of anxiety
Telling me to stay away from you
Sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
I've got a chest that's tight with anxiety
And I can't breath when I think of you
Sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
Cuz I've got a heart that's stopped with anxiety
That's telling me that you hate me too
Sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
Cuz my whole body is full of anxiety
I feel like I can't f*cking move
Sorry I can't come to your party
Sorry I can't respond to you
I've got a brain learning from anxiety
Teaching me to be afraid of you