PINO - Stay in the Dark Lyrics

I'm contemplating how I want this to start
I feel like my happiness tore you apart
I'm meditating when I stay in the dark
It cut like a blade and went right through my heart
I'm contemplating how I want this to start
I feel like my happiness tore you apart
I'm meditating when I stay in the dark
It cut like a blade and went right through my heart
You want me to stay but I'm already gone
I'm way too late to make this song
This shit has been on my plate too long
Everybody telling me to stay strong
But I'm unfazed, don't know what planet I'm on
I manage the damage, I plan it along
Created a bandage from being alone
Remember you call me and talk on the phone
For hours and hours, I did it for you
But you don't even know (But you don't even know)
I wake up at midnight and feel like a ghost
My habits are major, I'm faded the most
I roll up some paper, I toke it and toast
And I tried to save her, I'm letting her go
There is no point showing love to these hoes
She looked at my soul and she turned it to stone
Medusa, my noose is too loose
I'm a nuisance, I can't come to a truce with myself
I need help, but I'll never say that
When I spit it out-loud it sound like payback
I'm contemplating how I want this to start
I feel like my happiness tore you apart
I'm meditating when I stay in the dark
It cut like a blade and went right through my heart
I'm contemplating how I want this to start
I feel like my happiness tore you apart
I'm meditating when I stay in the dark
It cut like a blade and went right through my heart