Yeah, I wake up, I wake up
In my mind, can't escape
Sit and I pace on this time that I waste
Can't take this shit like all the time
My heart straight race when you on my mind
I sit back recline, my life I rewind
And you tryna tell me that shit will be fine
I feel so lost, I'm so hard to find
And I'm taking these ups when my life was declined
Get in my mind and it's deeper defined
You need me then don't
Bitch, just make up your mind
I know you will, I know you will
Smoking your signals from up on the hill
I know you will, I know you will
Promise me everything I ever will
I never talk, no I'm never talking
You only calling when you need me
You bring up the past
Assume shit so fast
You never need me but you keep me
It never would last
You acting so trashed
But never failing to deceive me
We can not rehash
Together we trash
You always make me feel defeated
You hit my life like a tidal wave
Make me feel dead like my vitals changed
You did this shit but who am I to blame
You made your point, you tied the game
I don't want you, not mine to claim
Now you hate me
Hate how I became
But you made me
Made me get this way
You said you never changing but
I know that you will
I know you will, I know you will
Smoking your signals from up on the hill
I know you will, I know you will
Promise me everything I ever will
I knew from the start that you falling apart
But I was picking up the pieces
I took it to heart, we cannot restart
So tell me, do I really need this
Just watch me depart
I'm playing my part
So I just study on the thesis
To me it's a game
I try to refrain
I always try to find a meaning
Get caught up depressed
She acting a mess
She likes to blame it on the season
She had the red lipstick to match with the dress
I'll give you the world but you still not impressed
Bitch, you ignore when the issues addressed
When I am the one that gotta deal with the stress
Nevertheless, I sit and obsess
But there's a few things that I got off my chest
I know you will, I know you will
Smoking your signals from up on the hill
I know you will, I know you will
Promise me everything I ever will