greener Video (MV)

I shouldn't compare myself to others
At least that's what I've been told
But if you're good at something
You're supposed to keep on going till it gets old
I'm so tired of being useless
And so sick of being clean
I just want a chance to take the blade
And finally set myself free
I don't care too much for disco
Or your shiny crystal ball
I just wanna ignore my life completely
And watch the little pieces fall
I'll ruin my life
If it means I won't get bored
Cause grass is always greener
Where I haven't been before
I'll wait out the days
And just stare at the floor
Cause I'm waiting for something
I can actually live for
I shouldn't get so easily discouraged
The second things get rough
But what if it never gets any better
And I'm just bad and out of luck
What if the ceiling starts to cave in
And the walls start falling down
And I'm stuck under the rubble
Crushed and tryna make a sound
I'll ruin my life
If it means I won't get bored
Cause grass is always greener
Where I haven't been before
I'll wait out the days
And just stare at the floor
Cause I'm waiting for something
I can actually live for
Are you nervous
Are you freaking out
Are you thinking about it again and again
Are you waiting
For the moment
You can leave again and again and again
Are you nervous
Are you freaking out
Are you thinking about it again and again
Are you waiting
For the moment
You can leave again and again and again
I'll ruin my life
If it means I won't get bored
Cause grass is always greener
Where I haven't been before
I'll wait out the days
And just stare at the floor
Cause I'm waiting for something
I can actually live for
I'll ruin my life
If it means I won't get bored
Cause grass is always greener
Where I haven't been before
I'll wait out the days
And just stare at the floor
Cause I'm waiting for something
I can actually live for