Hindsight Video (MV)

I'm running out of skin
My bones feel so lived in
I can't find ways to stay awake
There has to be an easy way
I can't convince myself
I find it hard to tell
Myself I'm not falling apart

I stand out like a drum
It's hard to miss and hard to ignore
I laugh myself away
It's not an easy thing to take
I fall apart sometimes
I can't pick up the pieces
I'll find it hard to keep going this time

I don't care

I'm aging like my parents
I think I'll fade away
I see the thread and hope it doesn't break
I don't like when I'm lucid
I feel I'm kind of grey
When I'm like that, I run away

I don't care

I have to work tomorrow
Can't wait till' I get paid
And nothing is important
And I can't run away
It rises from my stomach
It pierces deep, my heart
It rises out of nothing
It makes me fall apart