Pinhead Reverie - Carmen Lyrics

Oh, hey Carmen
What's up? Anything new?
Nothing much, nothing really changes
Just looking for something to do

Laid out on the couch talking
Through changes in my mental state
There's something dumb on the TV
Let's get lost, let it take us away

Oh, hey
I'll have another beer
I don't change
I won't stress the details
I'm not scared
I'm just tired enough to feel
Like I am real
I'm part of the family

Can't find what I've lost

Oh and hey, what's happening with your family?
Going overseas just to see them?
Why do things like these feel like make-believe?
I'm too tired to keep pretending

Oh, hey
I hope I don't seem weird
I don't change
But I gotta stress those details
I'm too scared
I'm too tired right not to feel
Like we are real
Always choking on my apathy

Just try a little, it's not hard to see
Or maybe feel everything's melting
Just try harder, it's not hard to be
Stick with me, kid, life is boring
And even though all things are backwards
I still can't push myself away