Phora - im scared of falling in love Lyrics

(I'm scared of falling in love)
(Falling in love)
(Falling in love)
(I'm scared of falling love)
(Falling in love)
(Falling in)

I'm scared of falling
Of falling in love
Of falling in love again, oh
I'm scared of falling
Of falling in love
Of falling in love, oh (yeah)

I saw darkness in her beauty, she saw beauty in my darkness
She freed me from my heart but I'm still trapped inside of conscious
So we, hold our feelings hostage
Wasn't born this way, we're taught this
And I, drink 'til I feel nauseous to convince myself I want this
But I'm sick of going out on weekends
Sick of waking up so sick and weakened
Spending weeks just drinking, sinking, drowning in the deep end
In the mirror this reflection isn't mine
But even though I'm smile, I'm standing on the train tracks in my mind
I know, angels they won't protect me
Ones that I love forget me
And everyone that I know found love in themselves except me
I keep on searching for something that can't be seen
Can't tell the difference 'tween my nightmares and my dreams
I'm a victim to addictions that control me like a puppet when I take the stage
I found pain inside of love and I found love inside of razor blades
Pray to Lord, my soul to take
My promises, I always break
In love with the drugs I take
But still my veins are filled with hate
She held my heart with pretty hands
The devil in a pretty stance
Saw her standing all alone and asked if she would let me dance
We're scared of falling in love, we all know the outcome
'Cause everybody needs a heart, but some still live without one

F*ck, we all know the outcome
Everybody needs a heart but some still live without one
We all know the outcome
And everybody has a heart, she made me live without one

I'm scared of falling
Of falling in love
Falling in love again, oh
I'm scared of falling
Of falling in love
Of falling in love, oh

(I'm scared of falling in love)
(Falling in love)
(Falling in love)