Why did I have to become you to understand you
That toxic love you gave to me
Rooted and it spread
Throughout my body
Just another face to my personality
My mind has slowed and my heart wins the race
Trying to heal you was never my place
It was my escape
Because I couldn't heal myself
I didn't want to be alone
I stayed with you until my cover was blown
Have you blackened your soul
Did I have to learn your lessons
To loosen the control, you had on me
The control you had me
You had on me
The control you had on me
Took the time to stand on my feet
I was so low from the negativity
My heart was cold
I took over your burdens
And they made me uncertain
Who am I inside
Living someone else's lie
But this awakened my third eye
My spiritual mind
To show me the truth
What's beyond my cage
Is the fountain of youth
Breaking the chains
I release my disabling pain
My friend
Thank you for my awakening
Sweet dreams to me
Awakening to my dream lover
Feeling happy me and you no longer have each other
Then every night I sleep in shadows
Cuz my heart is hollow
Just the way you left it
I'm all alone
Feeling so low
Except when I'm in my dreams
I see what I need
It's not you
No, it's a vision of me
My power has peaked
I couldn't be more free
Victory, victory
Took the time to stand on my feet
I was so low from the negativity
My heart was cold
I took over your burdens
And they made me uncertain
Who am I inside
Living someone else's lie
But this awakened my third eye
My spiritual mind
To show me the truth
What's beyond my cage
Is the fountain of youth
Breaking the chains
I release my disabling pain
My friend
Thank you for my awakening
Enlightenment tears down the untruth
Watching my memories fade away
All of them are you
You left the heat to be in the cold
You didn't love me
Just after my soul
You trapped yourself and it's clear
You can't outrun the everlasting fear
I refuse to mourn you
Because I set you free
I am finally me
I am finally me
I set you free
Took the time to stand on my feet
I was so low from the negativity
My heart was cold
I took over your burdens
And they made me uncertain
Who am I inside
Living someone else's lie
But this awakened my third eye
My spiritual mind
To show me the truth
What's beyond my cage
Is the fountain of youth
Breaking the chains
I release my disabling pain
My friend
Thank you for my awakening